September 25, 2021

I was with my family and discovered that I didn’t actually know who my family was. My wife was there, too. Someone was shot. I suddenly realized that what I’ve been told most of my life was a lie; my age, my family, all of it was a lie. I got hit with an overwhelming sense of fear and worry, asking “Am I worried about the world taking advantage of me? Lying to me? Am I worried that I can’t keep up with the world?”

Then I woke up.